I'm a day dreamer but it is my control to what to dream. Night dream is out of my control, sometime is a happy one, sometime is a nightmare.

Last night I had a bad dream about a good friend of mine. She comes to visit Toronto from Hong Kong to see her family every year, every time she comes, she likes to bring me a gift such as dress, jacket or handbag etc. I dreamed that she came and met me for a quick drink. She bought me a very nice colorful handbag that made me so happy. We didn't talk for long because she had to rush back to meet up her family for dinner. I gave her a big hug before she left. We both were looking forward to see again in her next visit.

After a little while my phone rang, her husband told me that she passed out as walking back home. My friend died on the street!!!

I hung up the phone and sat on my couch, my whole body and my mind completely froze. Slowly my tears came down from my eyes, I cried so hard as holding the nice handbag on my hands.

I could feel my wet eyes when I woke up. It was 6 o'clock in the morning, outside still looked pretty dark. I had a deep breath, the damp air came in through my nose. I hardly fell asleep again until the alarm went on to call me up.

Among all uncontrollable night dreams, I really hope to avoid something about someone die. It makes me feel so miserable...